Saturday, May 05, 2007
today was a damn happening day!
so fun. met deepa, haresh, dinu and rani in the train and went to little india. we bumped into so many pple in the way la! hahas. all in green so easy to recognise. hahas went there at ard 12 when it was supposed to start, and we were the earliest la! my god. everybody like come late only. and we so hungry la. hahas. then we played charades for a while before veera and mr mohan came. wa lao. marc straight away sabo me la. here i am trying to hide cuz i like nvr watch tamil movie in my life, and there he is calling out my name first. but lucky sri was nice to me! she gave me a easy title. i had to act out boys. so yeah just point to the whole grp only la. hahas. the teachers finally came aft an hr. omg. but well the fd was great la. seriously. only the drink so sad. i was hoping got free flow coke all. but well. it was lime juice. oh wells a girl can hope cant she. haha. had a lot of entertainment during the lunch itself. the j1 dance, the drama, lines from the debates.. hahas.. aft that followed them to sifas where they went to give their dance teacher smth.. then went to play pool! hahas today i can finally play. cuz my hand can finally grip the stick properly. my last finger still cannot straighten fully la. but at least can grip alr. so fun. realli enjoyed myself playing pool.
aft that wanted to go cck pick up my sis and then go to pasir ris chalet for my twin uncle's and aunty's 50th birthday celebration. fd was gd again. stayed for a while then dad dropped me back at cck.
im sick and tired. of being asked where my you are by dads family
im sick of making up excuses for u and seeing the disappointment in their faces
somehow im not hurt or angry. i dunno how i feel abt it anymore.
i guess its numbness that im feeling. and i feel so tired and resigned.
u all say i wont be involved, wont be caught in the middle.
but time and time again. it keeps happening. im sick of it. i hate it.
the responsibilty of it all, of being the mature one, the one who knows the right thing to do.
sometimes life just aint fair. shit happens. i'll deal with it.
you're just my father in name. nothing else. rmr that.
any feelings that i had for u disappeared a long time ago.
dun expect any from me. i just know too much abt all u've done.
u can try getting those feelings frm my sisters.
they probably can feel, everything that i cant, for u.
with loves; alvina
11:47 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
ytd so shiok cuz lessons ended early for sports meet. hahas. but like so sad. we had most of our lessons la. the main thing we missed was our 2 1/2 hr break before pe!!! collected the tl shirt with nas also. wa super heavy sia. hahas.
sports meet was boring. seriously. the only nice parts were seeing the cheerleading and seeing rama like run like the freaking wind to get the only gold for jaguar that day. hahas. other than that so slack la. i think jaguar got last hahahas. but they only announced like top 3. congrats to sharmin man. my dearest cousin got 2nd for cheerleading and overall hse haha. so cuz of that.. me, dhivya and mathangi threw her into the pond hahas. then she gave everybody a hug hahas. the guys all attacked haresh instead.. poor guy. i wished him gd luck haha. aft that went to eat dinner with the girls at macs. on the way there we went to the swing and swang and swang and swang our heart out. literally hahas. aft that stomach all one kind la. hahas so dinner at macs i only bought a fries and a coke.. and i didnt even finish the fries la! hahas. think it was the swing hahas. aft that me and mathangi went back to sch. then she went home and i went with to eat at yishun then buy the tickets for the show today.. hahas i had more coke too la. hahas
all the cold drinks that i drank seriously affected my knees can. at night. cuz i recently only went to the sinseh rite. then he told me not to drink cold drinks. then at night, my air con on, raining outside some more. my knee super pain sia. and my calve muscles all cramp up badly. i was so shocked la. was awake at 3 plus till 4 plus la. then i just took out the hot plasters paste on my knees rub the muscle relaxant on my calves and slp. so today i tried to relax on the cold drinks a bit. just a bit hahas went to meet navin vinayak and marc at yishun first and eat bk before movie. for once when i ordered i said no ice pls. scared alr la. then aft a while everybody came adn we finally watched spiderman!! so shiok. the show is super gd i must say. hahas. so nice la. eating like popcorn, nachos, cheese and mnms all at the same time and washing it all down with coke. hahahas. interesting combi. and did i mention the show rawked?! hahas super gd. and we were like the loudest bunch of pple there la hahas. forever laughing loudly hahas. aft that went to macs for ice cream then came home for dinner. and salmon and prawn and sotong and black pepper beef and crab!!!! OMG. so freaking shiok. so in conclusion.. today is just a super shiok day hahahas
with loves; alvina
9:54 PM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
slack saturday. hahas. woke up late and had lunch. nice nice lunch. mom went fishing and came home with briyani! yumyum. been a long time since i had briyani. hahas then in the evening went to leamathi's hse for a second child's first b'day. so many pple nvr come la. hahas. bet all of them give excuse only hahas.. baby kept crying la.. but fd was ok la. though i think my mom can cook better.. wahaha. felt like a train driver la. cuz wherever i went behind me got 2 carriages (my sisters). wa they seriously stick to me like glue la. hahas but had fun today la i guess. :)
with loves; alvina
12:02 AM
