Thursday, April 05, 2007

"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again
I pretend I'm ok but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
Not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see your old friends and I'm alone

Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed
Dealing with this regret
But I know if I could do it overI would trade
Give away
All the words that I say
Through my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
Not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do

Is what I was trying to do
Oh wow oh wow

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
Not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do

Is what I was trying to do
Yeah...
And never knowing
What could have been
Not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do

lyrics say it all. disappointment. but not destroyed. i must rmr what coach told me abt why its like this. then i'll be happy. but at the moment. a bit overwhelmed. sighs. but dun worry. alvina always survives. just dun mention the words basketball, trng and match forthe next few days. cuz u may be unable to deal with the consequences.


with loves; alvina
10:06 PM


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

today was a great day man.

was actually super tired in the morn. dunno why. think cuz of trng ytd la. but my eyes were super small la. wore glasses for every lesson hahas. anyways aft sch went to support the tl syf dance. i must say their dance was amazing! absolutely fantastic. so nice to watch them.. i loved their ending esp. so nice la. in that session they were the best sia. but heard the other sessions got nj also quite gd. oh well.. we shall see.aft that went back to sch where they had to remove their make-up and hair. my god they each had an average of 50 pins in their head. for the girls that is. and hte make-up i think took a long while to come out hahas. aft that went for dinner at s11. had prawn mee!!! :)) and coke from a can :))) and coke in the largest big gulp cup! :)))))) hahas aft that went to play pool at amk. threw divya jacket over b4 walking in. then aft that borrowed someone elses chelsea jersey in there. must say the shirt is super big la! i can wear as a night gown to slp hahas.

and then i did the most embarassing thing in my life. i almost walked into the guys toilet! omg. so embarassing. lucky nvr see anything sia. hahas. so super embarassed. i mean the sign was so small. (i only saw it when me and sri came out of the toilet) and the toilet was pink! so i just assumed that it was the girls one. omg. then went back to pool. must say its been a while. plus my dislocated finger felt super weird. so was super off today. except when playign with sharmin agn. then super tyco. hahas. oops. i realli didnt mean to! hahas. then went home. for the first time in my life got so many pple as company on the way back. first time so many northern pple. hahas. had fun laughing all the way man. realli funny pple.

sighs tmr longlong day. nervous man. for trng


with loves; alvina
10:22 PM


. about you . Alvina
11 december 1989
no. 8
chij sec
*nana*alfalfee*
alfie*alvini*
alvi*LV*vini*
alfie welfie*
alvinaloganathan@hotmail.com


. lurfee .
"bball"charmed"coke!"basketball"
romance novels"my friendz" the O.C"


. dislikes .
"durians!"amaths"jealousy
"teachers"vegetables"
homework"my parents!"


. wishlist . #1 new phone
#2 new shoes
#3 grow taller
#4 be a better basketballer
#5 for that skirt at far east
#6 more freedom
#7 shoes frm tinkerbell


. darr-links . bballers

link carrie
connie
elsie
hei
joycelin e great
joan
kim
priscilla
sheryl
stacey

seniors

gina
kim
mitch
qi bing
sammie
sheila
zhiqi

juniors

anastasia
deborah
guan yu
melanie
rachel c.
sam chui
sherlyn

frenz

3306!!
choon hang
claire
daryl
farhana
guowei
hannah
hilyah
kaiying
minser
peiqi
sylvia
wanda
wanding
yongyong
yvette


. designer .
sweet-innocence*