Saturday, March 18, 2006
had 3 on 3 competition at geylang west cc today.. thought i was going to be late so rushed quickly but yeah ended up being 15 mins early.. thought i was going to be the only one but yong yong also there.. haha sat down and waited and waited.. carena was quite late.. haha went to macs and then wait for her. yupp then walked there.. me limin and yong yong were in one grp.. and our first match was like game 7 i think.. so yeah and lots of time.. i was like bc.. so weird la!! haha but all i did was start the ball and pass... never realli control so much.. like i even can haha.. anyway i must our first game was quite good.. yupp everyone played damn well la.. yupp and we were all quite happy with it.. second game was with yuhuan, jas, joei and sandy.. do i even need to say wat happened? ahaha.. poor jas sprained her ankle.. hope she'll be alrite.. yupps.. third game was irritating.. haha sux la.. lost by a shot. 1 3 pointer adn we would have won.. grrr. could have won that match.. grr. and i dun like that stoopid bulldog too.. eeeeew smug idiot. yeah aft that game watched the rest play..oh! and i must congragulate pple too!! cuz yeah, joycelin kim and sunlu got like second while yuhuan sandy joei jas got first (expected)haha yupp they got nice nice trophy and money too! haha aft that went to bugis to eat. was damn slpy and tired so didnt eat.. yupp slacked ard aft that then went home.. i dun like the tailor near my hse!!! sux.. k u're gonna laugh. u see my skirts are like farrr toooo long for me.. so i sent them for altering.. i asked the tailor, sunday collect can? she said can.... so i went to check tonight if got any chance of collecting tonight.. u know wat? they closed for the night!! thats not the worst part.. THEY CLOSED ON SUNDAYS!! shit la.. gotta go borrow..
with loves; alvina
9:14 PM
hhmmmmm cant slp dunno why.. had training today.. dun even ask abt it. went out with og aft that.. went to seoul gardens.. yumyum tmr i predict cannot move alr.. haha.. yepp was great. eat and eat and eat.. came home a bit more than an hr ago.. yupp wanted to like bathe quicky and go slp but yeah apparently its not working.. haha
keep thinking too much.. trng today was not good.. felt quite lousy, like im not improving. sometimes it feels like im just not good enough for the team. so why am i there?
with loves; alvina
12:35 AM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
just came back from bball trng camp. quite fun ahaha. wish we could stay over just one more day.. haha quite fun slping over with frens and all.. hm on the first day we had normal trng.. learnt new stuff man.. must rmr ahaha. aft trng went to eat i had charsiew chicken rice... yumm came back and had a long awaited cold shower shiok.. aft that most of the others turned in to slp.. couldnt slp and ended up talking to yuhuan adn jas and was joined ltr by joycelin and kim with carena. yupp talked a while more and then went back to the room to slp.. couldnt slp man.. haha i think i stayed up for like an hr plus b4 slping .. yupp then next day had trng agn.. yupps trained till lunch then ate nasi lemak.. yumm. then trained agn.. till dinner then trained agn till 11 plus haha.. yupp aft all this trng u shld think i shld be exhausted.. and agn.. for the second night in a row i couldnt slp. haha so went aj grand stand with joycelin, jasmine, sunlu and zhiqi yupp stayed there and talked with jas and joyce and then we started stoning aft a while.. i must congragulate zhiqi and sunlu man.. they talked non stop for hrs man.. yupp haha stayed there till 4 am plus (had like 7 or 8 big mosquito bites by then) then went back to room.. zhiqi lost her space to slp so she slept btwn me and lu. everyone was snoring ard jas too.. so she joined us too.. haha.. aft that morning came quite fast. trng in the morn was alright i guess. kept missing all my lay-ups and simple shots so was feeling quite down for a while.. had lunch then watched a video of a match.. then started trng agn.. yupp played match.. was happier than morning cuz i didnt miss all that many shots.. but i still missed a few so yeah.. must go practice!! yupp aft that went to pack then eat.. didnt feel like going hm but dunno where else to go so yeah.. went home aft that.. was considering going to the park near my hse.. but realised that i didnt know where it is.. haha the most i know abt it is that its near my hse haha
feeling confused? dunno happy and sad.. all at the same time sad. feeling so down like everythings going wrong. i must be strong!
with loves; alvina
7:52 PM
