Sunday, November 27, 2005
i dunno how to handle this.. it just breaks my heart to think abt it.. i've nvr imagined my life without you guys and its killing me slowly.. i cant face it. you guys make my life complete. so wat am i ever gonna do without you? sux. i dunno wat to do. i've never felt this way ever. i cant stop crying. and yeah. i tried so hard to tell myself it'll be ok. but yeah. though you guys are still with me i've never felt this alone before. i'd give anything i'd do anything to be together agn. im sorry im so weak hearted but im not ready for this. dun think i'll ever be. how can i go to sch, without seeing joycelin and minser a few seats from me, and talking to them and sharing food with them? i'll miss all our conversations man. then if im early in sch there's always kime next door to talk to. and if we go for recess how we always come out same time as sunlu or we wait for each other then meeting joan.. all this small small things i've never thought much abt it but yeah. i've never wanted smth this bad.
with loves; alvina
10:31 AM
