Saturday, November 05, 2005
i guess its both our faults.
we both aren't perfect and i guess that was one of the days when both of our faults clashed and that sparked it off. i guess u find it so difficult cuz u trusted me and i let u down. that sux. i of all pple shld have known that. but i didn't. or maybe i forgot. both are equally bad. i hope things will be ok soon. and you idiot! who said you're lousy!! you're one of my greatest friends.
k now back to venice. just wondering. just because silly venice couldn't maintain its economy we have to study it!! like damn a lot la!!! sux sux
with loves; alvina
8:55 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
see im realli becoming a regular blogger. haha.. and im having mood swings too.. mist be pregnant haha. ytd was like sad, angry todya is like happy.. man haha went to my old house today. the one in woodlands. its was like facing old demons.. only that then aft that was ok.. went to my grandmas house.. ate and ate and ate man.. i dun wanna eat chicken and mutton for a long time haha. saw all my cousins.. realised that i missed them.. was fun catching up and all.. haha got loadsa hong baos too haha.
joycelin- thanx. i know u do deep down inside. no more muruku?! was just gonna buy that nice nice one that u like for you haha.
with loves; alvina
10:17 PM
Monday, October 31, 2005
damn it damn it damn it. how could u do this. u bloody freaking bastard. tmr is gonna suck big time. how am i supposed to spend half the day with u i might just blow up in yr face considering the high state of my emotions.how dare u. i think the only day that i can ever love u is the day u die. hope you're reading this btw. then u would know how yr daughter realli felt. why i shouted? well why do you damn well think i did? you sure as bloody hell deserve much more than that. damn it urgh.
with loves; alvina
10:37 PM
hm so weird seems liek im becoming a regular blogger during exam period.. weird haha. had tamil o's today.. hope i didn't screw up like last time.. reali hope so.. had to write abt nominating yr teacher for the best teacher award.. wrote abt my tamil teacher.. exxagerated a little.. hm wat else oh yeah.. bought sam's present.. its damn freaking nice if i must say so myself.. i've fallen in love with it haha oops i can't help it.. had fun with it too haha btw connie's garden is nice.. so cosy haha.. and windy in the evening haha.. according to kim can play catching and hide- and seek k during one of our high times we shall haha 3 more weeks k ciao!! oh deepavali's tmr.. hope it turns out fine..
with loves; alvina
6:57 PM
Sunday, October 30, 2005
whoa tmr is like my o's for tamil agn.. man i hope i dun screw it up.. just wondering is there such thing as post pms? just thinking.. keep like reflecting and all and i just finished my thing.. thats weird. haha had a dream last night. dreamt that we made up and hugged and everything was fine.. our trio was back. sad it was just a dream.. its so weird. i swore to myself i won't let it hurt me or affect me.. i guess deep down it does and i can't help it.. i woke frm the dream happy.. for an instant. i hope i dun dream abt it tonite. i dun need another emotional turmoil thing in the middle of the night. must have enough slp for tmr. yawns nites. haha just rmred i thought i like stopped my blog.. looks like o's make you do weird things haha. i wanna go shopping, ice-skating, bowling, swimming, gym, trng, play bball, and i wanna stop thinking, watch tv freely, and got more which i can't rmr.
with loves; alvina
10:52 PM
