Dear Diary ..

Friday, August 06, 2004

whhheeeeeeeeeee back from a realli really ralli reaaaallllllllii fun day... haha.. had national day celebration in sch.. whoa.. joycelin and min ser damn entu man.. singing home b4 sch even started.. haha.. yupps then um had mass.. the priest was damn boring.. sermon had no connection watsoeva with the gospel. i mean like wat does adultery and ij students being good have to do with national day?? haha yupps joycelin fell aslp.. typical.. ya.. then communinion damn scaring.. i leg was like damn numb i couldn't feel anything when i stood up.. i almost fell and sprain my ankle.. lucky joycelin held my leg.. damn scary lor!! i swear i was going to fall.. yupps then aft mass went and sat with sunlu bella germaine joan kim elsie kelsey and minser they all.. yupps had a damn funny time man.. haha.. all of us sang home super loudly la.. damn fun... yupps bella was talking abt butcracks, sunlu was being egoistic had minser and kelsey were super high.. like omg.. haha the performances not bad.. then sch finally ended!! woohoo!! went to town with joan elsie connie sunlu joycelin and kim yupps.. then joycelin and kim went to buy the tickets first and the rest of us went to book the table at seoul gardens first.. but we were damn early then we went to kino first.. and i bought the new charmed book.. haha.. yupps then received a call from kim saying that they were at seoul gardens alr.. haha oops.. ya.. so decided to go up then realised i couldn't find anyone since we all split up at kino.. haha.. yupps walked ard then found sunlu and connie... then looking for elsie and joan.. bumbed into kelsey, jeslynn and their friends who told us that elsie just went looking for us in the direction from which we came... hahaha.. yupps then finally found elsie but had a super hard time finding joan.. i mean like 4 short pple looking for a tall o0ne supposed to be easy rite? wrong.. stoopid joan din even realise all of us were gone.. haha.. we like walked ard kino 3 times but couldn't find her.. damn funny.. we were like jumping ard too hoping to see this realli tall person somewhere.. turned out she was reading a comic. slouching. no wonder we couldn't find her man.. yupps finally found her and went to seoul gardens.. me, sunlu, joan and elsie shared a table with tom yam soup while joycelin, kim and connie shared one with ginseng chicken soup.. yupps me joan elsie and sunlu took loads of food man.. as in seriously.. LOADS.. we managed to force ourselves to eat most in the end.. DAMN NICE!!!!! man.. even the dessert damn nice.. yupps aft eating until we could hardly walk, we went to walk ard taka.. yupps caught the village at 3.. some parts damn scary.. connie sat next to me and both of us were huddled together and she screamed in my ear!! grr.. i swear im deaf.. haha.. yupps quite a weird movie la.. plot like 6th sense or signs.. ya.. but was alrite la.. then aft that went to take neoprints at far east.. quite nice la.. connie looked cross eyed in one.. and we decorated it like crap man.. hahaha.. yupps so today was basically just super fun!!!!!!!!!!! haha i've gone mad.. whee

with loves; alvina
9:33 PM

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

whheee just woke up.. supposed to wake up like hrs ago to study.. oops.. ok.. my earlier entry well.. KIM just HAD to print it out la.. so embarassing. paiseh man. she was like showing all the other sec 3s (sunlu elsie and joycelin) wat i wrote.. dotz man... hahaha. btw kim, there is a way to tell if i act. blush. haha.. oh well crapping.. got back emaths test today.. wahaha.. no commentsbut im not gonna tell u.. wahaha failed like more than half the class.. by half mark!! grr.. got retest tmr.. supposed to be studying wat the hell am i doing? haha..

with loves; alvina
8:46 PM

Sunday, August 01, 2004

The fire. Our passion.
The Reason. For Everthing.
The Will. To go on.
The Spirit. That connects.

The Times. We shared.
The Joys. We had.
The Tears. We shed.
This Team. We have.
[IJ BBALL.]

kim wrote that ytd.. and well its realli true.. i speak for almost all the sec 3s when i say that our lives revolve around bball.. just ask anyone we know.. without bball in secondary school i dun think we would have survived..its cuz of bball we knew each other in the first place.its cuz of bball we met. its cuz of bball we came into each others lives. its cuz of bball we became the best of friends. its cuz of bball we were as united as ever. its cuz of bball we have the will to strive to do well in other aspects. all our memories, whether good or bad are memorable cuz they involve bball one way or another. bball has taught us to strive for the best TOGETHER, and to share our joys with one another. bball has taught us to live. bball gave us a chance to achieve our dreams. our lives depend on bball. and its cuz of bball we survived. [the flame lies within each and everyone of us. it never gonna diminish and will always be there. it just whether its bright or not ]

trngs used to be enjoyable. but now? well some of us have come to dread going for trainings.. never in our life has that happened.. why now? i hope wat kim said gets the message across.. we used to be a team. bball is supposed to be a team. sure doesn't feel as one now. wat happened? well juniors i know you said you would change. some of you all have.thats good. but some of you all still haven't. bball is a team game. it involves teamwork, team co-operation and communication.we count as a team. we train as a team. we live as a team. why are you in bball if you dun have that will to be in the team? to train together? to count together? why are you in bball if you dun want to work together as a team? just because a few pple dun count, the whole team is punished. thats exactly how it works in the matches. the team suffers just cuz one person doesn't work with them.. or cuz they choose not to work with a few pple? why should the team suffer? when some of them try so hard? i know everybody wants to get into the nationals. wats the use of this hope when the whole team doesn't put in the effort and respect each other? wats the use if some pple dun trust the other players? that will ultimately be the downfall of the team. i hope you guys change. we are realli getting tired of all this.

with loves; alvina
6:45 PM